Ah...the stupid things we do...
What is the saying...if at first you don't succeed...keep trying to humilate yourself and beat your head against a wall? or maybe that's just how it feels. stupid ethics. I so need a vacation. Although I'm thinking a new floor in my house might be nicer and definitely more appreciated in the long run. i'm really getting tired of carpet. carpet sucks. carpet is the milhouse of floor coverings. but anyway, back to my stupidity of thinking I can be a nice person. Truly I've accepted I will never be one of those sugar sweet always happy please slap me people. it's just too fake and those people either need to cut their meds or just go back to their home planet. Because my BS alert just goes off when i see these people and i would'nt/couldn't trust them for the world. I don't buy the act. therefore I can't trust them. ew.
