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I shall be mobile..... bwahahahahaha

Oh yes...people. Yours truly will be receiving a Mac book Pro very very soon. I've never had a laptop before but I can't wait to find out. Why did I decide to get one? Well, the freelance thing is coming along pretty well and I paid off two (yes TWO) of my little debt things...(so I plunged right back on in as I wouldn't miss the money) BUT this is actually going to help me in future endeavors. I love my G5 but it ties me down and forces me to miss out on things that I wouldn't have had to if I had a laptop. I fear I'm turning into one of those people who can't log off, but not like there's a whole lot going on around here at the moment. Mia is recovering from surgery and Maisy just wants cheese.

Oh yes, my sister had her baby. Austin Blake...(insert last name here) I have no idea what it is. My sister and I are two very different people and don't get along. and she royally ticked me off on her baby shower and I will not be talking to her for awhile until I can just let it go.

Some people just won't or (I have a hard time believing it..) can't own up to the crap they cause. I'm reading an interesting book called the Dance of Connection. It's written by a therapist who talks about petients and different ways people do or most of the time don't connect mentally to each other. There's on case in there in particular that hit a huge nerve with me because the same thing essentially happened to me.  

She explains that people who harm others will not or won't own up to the act or accept responsibility unless it's from a higher ground than the act. Like an adulterer doesn't want to be known or labelled as such and will not take responsibility for that act after being labelled that. It's hard for me to want to cater to someone's ego just to get an apology because THEY don't want to get hurt. But it's perfectly fine for them to hurt me and my self esteem. I guess that's why the ego catering has to be done by someone other than the person who was hurt. *sigh* I think I just need to get used to the fact that no one gave a crap.