my keeetchen looks purty
i have no pictures yet because frankly, all the crap that's supposed to be in the kitchen is on the kitchen table. But once again Carlos and his gurus of painting have come through for me and made my kitchen look awesome and like a real kitchen!
that's such an odd name for a room....kitchen. say it 3 times fast.
i'm dealing with the ickiness again and most likely the majority of it is in my head. However, I have come to the conclusion that certain people no matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, no matter how much they've hurt you in the past or the present simply have no conscience whatsoever. I'm done trying. I'm not putting forth anymore effort. It's hurting me too much to just be made to feel like a loser over someone who refuses to just confront their own crap. what is it about self-destructive people that have the capability to just cripple the rest of us with their crap that they caused. It's not like they ever learn. Are they really happy that way? I don't think I know what happiness is though. I definitely don't think anyone is TOTALLY happy. If they say they are they're lying or on drugs.