ecards and puppy dog tails
i finished the ecard....check it out. the girls finally got a bath and not a moment too soon. they were kinda stinky. I kinda took today easy though. Easy meaning I cleaned the house and got my laundry done for a change. how sad is that? I'll feel better after I get my hair and nails done later this week. right now, I feel very self-concious and just not wanting to do anything but what has to get done. I'm starting to get all my tax stuff and this doesn't look like fun this year, but it needs to be. Miss Doxie wrote an awesome entry today and as always I laughed my ass off. apparently being a lawyer is funnier that i thought. this week coming will either be very good or very disappointing so brace yourselves. I know I pretty bad about taking things so personally but uhm it is personal...it's me. i don't get people who go through life being untouchable emotionally ...it's really pretty sad. i know i tend to wear my heart on my sleeve but it's been a struggle to rein in the emotional rollercoaster that has been kev. I will only talk about this here from now on as i know my friends have been completely against me ever talking to him in the first place and I don't want to alienate them by continuing to be upset. I won't write to kev anymore as i think the only purpose i serve for him is an ego boost whenever he decides he needs one... I never seem to matter for more than the time it takes for him to get the reassurance he craves, then I'm the stupid one who misunderstood my purpose. how stupid of me to think I mattered.