da dum dadum dadum....cue shark fin
The final Harry Potter is now available for pre-order. *sigh* no more harry after this. It's the afternoon and I'm finding myself to be — peeved. I was good and got pretzels instead of the kit kat that was totally begging me to buy it..so I feel good about that, but pissed that I still want chocolate. Then I start to ask myself why do I want chocolate so bad? I'm pissed. it's repressed anger at people. and because I've spent my whole freakin life having to hold it in and never get angry because people will leave. and it's happened too. although i suspect more from a guilt and "God you've gained weight" feeling. jerk. i hate you for that. Like you have a body that could kill. I am very angry at you. I know why I don't express it though, but it never seems to stop the inevitable fleeing from the scene or facing yourself no does it? Nothing I do can prevent that. but now I'm concentrating on my anger here. you have no reason to escape me, you're only trying to escape yourself...and sweetie, that will never happen. so why punish me for it? again...jerk. bet you wish i ate the kit kat now huh? damn placating goodness...total self destruction in order to please others. ugh. I disgust myself.