she can't take much more, captain!
You know, searching people on the web sometimes isn't the best thing for when you're trying to forget that person. You might find things about that person that maybe you would have been better off not knowing. then again I guess it is good in that you feel like you totally dodged a bullet because you were being lied to anyway. ugh. I can't look at instant messaging the same way ever again. gag. another note...google analytics is down and that makes my addictive crack whore habit of checking it a moot point now...I mean all of the sites I manage are now in the dark...I can't see!!! pffftt. but it's Friday, I survived...still no news as of yet. I was able to finally get my hair done but I always hate the little cape thingy they put on me...my head looks huge. I do admire my stylist though. she's inspired me again as I've been feeling pretty low in the ol self esteem, but she is someone who has definietly transformed herself. I want/need to do this as well but I always feel like I lack the ability or that I really don't deserve it. goes without saying certain individuals who go out of their way to reinforce that thought. eh, screw em.