do you believe in signs?
or is it just that we want so bad to put responsibility in others hands and therefore our fate is really the fault of others? or maybe we're just looking for specific reasons to jusify what we're really thinking or hoping in order to protect ourselves from ourselves. that way we don't have to face the truth of dealing with what's really going on. deep thoughts with Tina. I think it's the disposable back heat thingy i've been wearing all day...better blood circulation you know...I've totally tweaked my back and I'm trying to nurse myself back into health...I did do the horrible thing of googling others and once again came up with something I didn't like...in a way, i guess it's good that I see this type of thing but it was over 7 years ago and before i even knew this person. Then again, I think another certain individual totally screwed this person up in an even worse way and I can't help but worry but then that only gets you pushed away even more doesn't it. how mature.