mental anxiety aside...
I've discovered that when I'm really tired,I need to stop and go sleep. otherwise the sleep deprived rationale (or irrationale) ain't pretty. I think it's the whole change thing. Even if it's for the better, I still become over cautious and insecure. I don't have the obnoxious attitude that it takes to be respected by some....and whay on earth would I want to be respected by those who can't tell thedifference between sincerity and complete hot air. eh...it will work out i think and sleep helped me realize I'm being stupid. I'm looking forward to a nice restful weekend. hopefully I won't think about certain people as I'm prone to do when i actully have spare time. he isn't worth it, but old habits die hard i guess.