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tick---tickety tick.....tock...

my last day is tomorrow...what a year and 3 months can do to a person. I'm thinking I would have loved to go to south-by-southwest this year but alas...tis not to be. I think I'd like Austin though...but only as a frequent visit thing mind you ...I hate traffic. My thoughts are just all over the place lately as I have quite a bit to accomplish, but not really stressing too much as I think I'm enjoying it...isn't that sad...when you don't know if you enjoy something...or let's just say it doesn't suck at the moment. I need to teach myself to breathe more though at least more deeply to calm myself. I'm trying to quiet the negative thoughts that enter my head that cause self-destruction when things are not going as I had planned but at least they're going ok. mental note...it's ok to drink a little more...Cool