mingling
ok so Thursday, I was asked to be social. yeah, me. i was asked to take pictures of a small awards ceremony in exchange for dinner and possibly new contacts. What did end up happening was i ran into everyone i used to work for/with. The response i got from a certain individual has me a little puzzled. He seemed very upset and angry at me for whatever reason in that he didn't exactly care to talk to me. I'm also experiencing a high volume of anxiety lately and my brain chose this to fester on last night. damn i wish there was a switch to just turn off that part of my brain sometimes as it is simply a useless act that will age me faster. anyhoo, G, whatever i did to piss you off, i'm sure there was a valid reason or a misunderstanding. I hope you'll forgive me...-t