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stuff..today...uhm looks like i'll be gettin a new ac soon...whee..just a little bummed today....i must just be a glutton for punishment as i must have something to fret over at all times....urggggwhy? i'm doing relatively well...the work thing is actually pretty cool. and i'm doing pretty well with the freelance....so er why do i focus on the stupid thing i have absolutely no control over? i could email to my heart's content thinking i have some impact other than recreational reading when ego needs a boost but what do i gain from that with total silence? *sigh* i must just forget about it and keep going...at thisrate i'll have anew carpet and a hdtv by the end of the summer