*vent*
ok...no I didn't go to the stupid show as it just brings up too much emotional crap. while i'm ok in general i just simply choose not to force myself into situations to be around bad icky individuals who are way too selfish and self-absorbed. i admit that i am still hurt but constantly ripping off the scab of healing won't make it any better. I choose to be kind to myself and not torture myself anymore. i do admit i'm sensitive to hoildays and specific events, but really as long as i recognize it for what it is..anxiety and insecurity, i can just deal with it without bringing anyone else into it.