Gypsy Design :: The Stew

*sigh* - arg. my brain is just NOT working well anymore. really, no shit. I love how I am perfectly capable of working through complex thoughts in my head only to have them come out of my mouth in complete incoherent language resembling english, but not really. and what the hell is up with the whole negativity thing...what am I 13 and filled with pre-teen angst? (drama-queen much?) yes people, I am a diva in my own mind and the feather boas they are a flyin...just give me some "'pirin tablets" and I may pull through. but seriously, I think I'm just once again at the point of cluelessness and that drives me bat-shit insane....(and i'm taking a wild guess that bat-shit is indeed insane..i really have no proof)

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Do you ever just have one of those days where you FINALLY get something after going through a process of fumbling through and having people look at you like you're crazy? Yeah...that would be me today. BUT, at least I got there . I don't exactly have someone to bounce stuff off of...people are pretty much on a whole other level than me...and I'm really trying to get it. my brain hurts today, but after discussing it with someone who has learned that i need a little patience and realizes that i just plain have a different perspective..it all just became crystal clear...what i don't get is why didn't anyone explain this before??? arg. Painful the learning process is.....(I'm channeling Yoda now for some reason)... You know I was perfectly capable of installing MySQL on my own computer at home...I managed to get the blog thing up and relatively customized...by myself...hell I taught myself AUTOCAD...in 3D no less...I learned all sorts of things about polylines and exporting DXF files WAY before anyone else got it....but Good LORD there's just so much to know and I feel like that Far Side cartoon with the little kid and his brain is full and has to go home...that would be me today.

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ok no , it wasn't actually the apocalyptic noah's ark flood of water, but it may has well have been. My pretty newish wood laminate floor is now a warped mess thanks to a neighbor's empty condo waterheater leaking all over the floor and seeping into my condo. her entire ceiling is pretty much gone along with half her walls. Luckily (!) the water heater itself is centered in the condos and my walls are roughly ok. so now i get to go through the process of getting another floor. and dealing with insurance...fun.

I'm trying to get out of this funk I'm in...sometimes it works...other times, I'm kinda inconsolable for whatever reason. Keeping busy has only gotten me so far and now i just seem busy all the time and tired. must find fun. :) 

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Banks who won't cash their own electronic checks....i curse you in 11 different languages. That is No way to gain a customer by telling them the only way you'll cash it is by signing them up for an account. I shun you.

*sigh*...ouch. my back is hurting now from chiropracter visit.... For some reason when I got home I was freakin in a really bad mood only to find that "the office" wasn't on tv but to be replaced with....football...ugh. You know if they can invent a concept as stupid as speed dating, why can't their be speed sports...like football in 10 minutes...I mean people's attention spans have gotten shorter anyway right? and if you're team sucks, wait a week for new players...I'm on to something here I can feel it. So anyhoo, came home pissed, still don't know exactly why but not being able to watch Jim and Dwight was just the last straw....so I decided to channel it into working out for the second time in one day....(me! of all people!) so I wore myself out trying not to be pissed at whatever random thing that was pissing me off...and it didn't really work...so  I'm still in a really cranky mood only to be worsened by a bank that we will lovingly nickname "shitty-bank" who can't trust their own checks to cash. I think I know what's bothering me but it's not exactly suitable for the whole internet and frankly when it comes to this sort of thing, I'm usually just wrong all the time anyway overly-thinky and emotional...arggghh. 

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Well it seems the eighties decade has reared it's over styled ratted head once again in the mainstream of america...all i can say is ew. I troll craigslist maybe once or twice a week because you never know...pretty much all my furniture with the exception of the bedroom is a la craigslist, granted the really nice stuff came from San diego craigslist...those people throw away good stuff. But here in the middle of Texas people are ludicrously thinking their old crappy 80's rounded wood furniture (with glass inserts no less!) are still valued at what they paid in the 80's for them.....uhm people? herringbone wood patterns and smoked glass are the spawn of the invention of laser cut computer driven furniture producing...in it's infancy...hence the large blocky ickyness that resulted and no amount of brass inlays will change that. *shudder* seriously this stuff should be burned and returned to hell from whence it came.

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