No more Rhymes now, I mean it...
ugh...just when i was patting myself on the back about how much work i got done on the weekend....people spoil it by pointing out every single freakin' small ass flaw...uhm...bite me. and still i forgot to do stuff *sigh*...i did however remember to get my ass on the ellliptical in hopes of getting rid of some of said ass. I also managed to watch Will and Grace season 7 twice while getting work done. I can actually do that, really it's no longer a distraction and it actually makes me focus. The only thing is now i can't just watch TV anymore. I always feel like I should be doing at least 2 things at once. My job is giving me ADD. *fidget*
As for the lacking of any christmas spirit this year, well except for the odd obsession with Who hash last week, I've yet to really get into it and i've decided not to fight it anymore and use the energy into getting something done. Bah.gee, maybe i'll have more spirit in January when maybe i can afford to buy a new TV...but really, sadly, I've really no desire this year to spend time with family. Not sure if this is just seasonal depression, late onnslaught of rebelliousness...(i never actually went through that...and yeah i'm kinda resentful! maybe i should go tagging)or just that i've never really enjoyed the holidays that much. I worked all the time through x-mas from age 16 so it really wasn't exactly a celebration, but more of a yeah...extra money to pay for school. I must be going through something, but not really sure what yet. I'm finding myself a bit untrusting and therefore withdrawing...which is something i don't really want to do but otherwise feel a bit dorky if trying to force myself.