issues? what issues? i have no idea what you're talking about....
uhm....the sweetness has been somewhat cutoff. 
yes that's right, boo. and i'm freaking out in the only way i know how. by reading WAY too much into it. boo. why is it that the very thing you want to do is always the absolute worst thing to do? i could be looking at the the wrong way too. I mean it's a huge thing for me to ask for anything from anyone...mainly because of childhood events and people who helped cause them ( and not old events) but overcoming this is a lot harder than i thought. so ok....maybe we'll try by just writing to the old blog here....i like you. i'm really interested in getting to know you better, as I think you're very cute and very nice and sweet. not asking to spend every waking moment with you but frankly no time kinda sucks, and actually it's making me think i'm kinda getting the brush off in the "i-just-don't-want-to hurt-your-feelings" abandonment "i'll talk to you but only in short brief monosyllabic words" method guys seem to use. This is precisely why i don't open up anymore. I don't trust or feel secure in just letting people know everything only to have to them treat me like crap. so no at them moment i don't have a lot to say. that will take some work on my part, but if you're not interested then there's no point at all now is there? wow that got negative didn't it? *sigh* such is the mood i'm in i guess....all work and no play.
yes that's right, boo. and i'm freaking out in the only way i know how. by reading WAY too much into it. boo. why is it that the very thing you want to do is always the absolute worst thing to do? i could be looking at the the wrong way too. I mean it's a huge thing for me to ask for anything from anyone...mainly because of childhood events and people who helped cause them ( and not old events) but overcoming this is a lot harder than i thought. so ok....maybe we'll try by just writing to the old blog here....i like you. i'm really interested in getting to know you better, as I think you're very cute and very nice and sweet. not asking to spend every waking moment with you but frankly no time kinda sucks, and actually it's making me think i'm kinda getting the brush off in the "i-just-don't-want-to hurt-your-feelings" abandonment "i'll talk to you but only in short brief monosyllabic words" method guys seem to use. This is precisely why i don't open up anymore. I don't trust or feel secure in just letting people know everything only to have to them treat me like crap. so no at them moment i don't have a lot to say. that will take some work on my part, but if you're not interested then there's no point at all now is there? wow that got negative didn't it? *sigh* such is the mood i'm in i guess....all work and no play.
. i think more people should aspire to be like my dogs. or dogs in general, but mine are just adorable. everyday i'm feeling better and better about moving back here and the choice i made...(especially because of certain people i've met...that always helps and it just makes life more fun...i'm starting to finally enjoy it for change) i just don't want to mess it up though...maisy would tell me to just shut up and ask or rather (expect) the love than be hesitant...starting to think she's right...