odd thing about this friday
it really kind of sucks. I'm not really looking forward to my weekend of work. frankly just crawling onto the couch and immersing myself into the wonderful world of the x-files and david duchovny sound more palatable than dealing with html and css. at least i won't have to design...that part is at least done. no, now i just get to feel stupid dealing with new web crap. yes, I am a ray of sunshine, dammit, now outta my way, you're blocking Fox. seriously, I'm feeling kind of rejected. not good. and just trying to realize that i just need to take a hint. He would have said or done something by now, and really truly, I don't want to prove myself right by making an uncomfortable ass out of myself just to make it worse (yes, please, kick me when I'm most vulnerable). (i'm the one who always had to touch the hot surface even after being told it was hot....i guess i'm just a self-inflicty type of person)