Gypsy Design :: The Stew

Happy Easter everyone.... today was rather boring and I can't really figure out why the hardware stores were open while everyone else but the restaurants were closed...so everyone just eats then goes home to do house repairs? odd. i hope this coming week will bring about some answers though. It's kind of like that old sitcom SOAP... will Tina hear back from the bank about her home improvement loan? will the other contractor remember she exists and make a an estimate that she can afford? will she ever hear back from her dentist or is she doomed to wear the same invisalign tray forever? will she ever get good timing and figure out when exactly she should be vulnerable to others instead of setting herself up for disappointment? will she get paid from her freelance project to pay off uncle sam? I used to think being a grown up meant having control over your life....HA! 

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i have to laugh at myself. seriously...uhm i really am clueless so all i can do is just hope and try not to lose my nerve or sanity. I did my taxes today....oooo fun filled good friday fun. and i owe da guvmint. it's not horrible and the the rebate we're supposed to get will help...i wish they'd just allow me to take it off what i owe them. again...it's not gonna break me but it will take a few months to get back to normal.

i have to say my behavior the other day was rather remarkable in what once would've been a nerve wracking predicament. I simply just didn't notice. well I did but i really truly didn't care. really. nothing. I can't tell you how good that felt and then sent me into a new level of real progress and hope for someone truly caring. much much better. even if the new doesn't turn out the way i hope...it still means the past is really finally gone....thank God. even better, I'm not even angry anymore...I just want to leave it behind because there's so much better right in front of me.

big sigh of relief...hopefully, i'll be able to do more with my house this year...soon. I'm finding out new windows would give me a tax break next year...I'll need it. :P 

Posted by artjynx at 11:16 PM | Permalink

I realize it's been a little while since i've written. Actually, I was trying to think of how to write about everything without exposing too much. heh. not not THAT...perv. good things have been happening. and I'm trying really hard not to overthink things and get all anxiety ridden i think i need to get my butt exercising again and that would help tremendously. I so don't want to screw this up. nothing major has happened just me actually being comfortable for once.

One new thing is i've discovered geocaching...and it...is...cool! aunt jemima's grave, a talking bee, and good company. I had so much fun. (it doesn't take much to make me happy can you tell? :))

no major discussions yet, I thought for a second i would bring up the whole thing but brain got the better of me and i'm not interested in freaking people out just yet....including myself.

I got to order a new monitor for home tho so i should hopefully have less misspellings..

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