where's the manual again?
i have to laugh at myself. seriously...uhm i really am clueless so all i can do is just hope and try not to lose my nerve or sanity. I did my taxes today....oooo fun filled good friday fun. and i owe da guvmint. it's not horrible and the the rebate we're supposed to get will help...i wish they'd just allow me to take it off what i owe them. again...it's not gonna break me but it will take a few months to get back to normal.
i have to say my behavior the other day was rather remarkable in what once would've been a nerve wracking predicament. I simply just didn't notice. well I did but i really truly didn't care. really. nothing. I can't tell you how good that felt and then sent me into a new level of real progress and hope for someone truly caring. much much better. even if the new doesn't turn out the way i hope...it still means the past is really finally gone....thank God. even better, I'm not even angry anymore...I just want to leave it behind because there's so much better right in front of me.
big sigh of relief...hopefully, i'll be able to do more with my house this year...soon. I'm finding out new windows would give me a tax break next year...I'll need it. :P