facing the fear
It was weird....Friday night I dreamt about being in my elementary school choir. I even remembered part of one of the songs we sang at the beginning of the school year. Last night, all of these memories just started to come back to the surface...one memory leading to another and of course, I end up crying myself to sleep. Not sure where it's coming from, but the past few weeks have been just about pure emotion...mostly all good so I'm wondering if since we really didn't see each other this weekend, my brain is just purging stuff. A little scary but I think it's just necessary...sometimes it's hard to formulate into words, but i so want to open up...i just don't know how to do that in stages where i don't flood the memories out into oblivion and blow him away. he's such an awesome person. everyone has their flaws, and i shouldn't consider mine a deal breaker, but at least i'm working on it....*progress is slow sometimes.