fickleness is annoying
This is my bathroom right this very minute. i will hopefully be able to show a much prettier gorgeous photo with a new tub and pretty new oil rubbed bronze fixture tomorrow. Even with the lovely hot water incident at 8:30 am, this is the best thing going for me at this point in life. my feelings have been hurt today ...maybe not intentionally but hurt nonetheless. What's worse is i have no idea what to do about it....My whole life has been such where my feelings never mattered, and i no longer think that's right, but have yet to really learn to stick up for myself except when i'm finally in a point where i can't take it anymore. i also don't think that's good. so i'm trying to recognize the hurt feelings when they happen rather than rationalize it away thinking i don't matter...repeating my childhood over and over. *sigh* argh. i so want my new bathtub so i can just soak in i the massive stockpile of bubblebath i've hoarded for the past few months. I'm terribly stressed and sad right now.