it's been 10 days? really?
soooo what have i been up to the past few days...well went to austin for a couple of days to TCDL...which was edumacational...and in austin so it was kinda fun esp. with the people i was with. It's fascinating to see people who are passionate about what they do when it's so different from your own personal interests...it simply fuels your own goals really. I found myself trying to think of ways of using my skills to better their goals...i'm a giver what can i say? i'm a little torn though on the emotions though as i'm just getting closer to CB, he may be moving back to Austin. *sigh* i've been pouting about it for about 18 hours now...yes including my sleep :P. While I don't anticipate an ending here...I just know it will be harder. i like the stability we have where i see him everyday mostly on some level....even if just for a moment. a simple connection of some sort. maybe it's just me. i definitely feel more relaxed though....i don't want anxiety of change to ruin that, but i think i just have to work on it and find something that will help should this happen. 