Gypsy Design :: The Stew

I've never felt more like a juggler in my life. I'm trying super hard to get everyone situated so i can leave town for 5 days....yeah i know just 5 days! arrrggg. I really think i've developed ADD from doing what i do. I'm amazed I can have my brain focusing on so many things at once. then there are days like this....

Cuteboy and the girls are best buds and I think it's totally awesome he's a dog person....makes me love him even more. Anyhoo, he convinced me that the dog park was not full of ravenous pitbulls looking for my schnauzers to snack on. Really, this is a deep concern for me, my puppies don't know evil meaness and i'm quite protective of them. We started out by keeping the girls on their leashes and giving the park a "sniff over" mainly for me to make sure no dogs came to see the buffet so to speak. We had a couple of dogs escort us around and eventually we let the girls off the leash. Maisy immediately became miss socialite and promptly made the rounds introducing herslef to everyone and every dog. Mia, who had never been to one of these places (maisy went all the time in san diego) stayed mostly wedged between cuteboy and me for protection and ventured out every now and then to find maisy. Twas a good time had by all and best of all made me not fear the dog park. 

We went agian the next morning to an empty park but came with an assortment of balls to play with. Maisy and mia got to run their butts off. The picture above is what happens when maisy decides that she needs to cool off..NOW. and this dog doesn't really like water. so baths were had after this lovely trip. I do enjoy spending time with them and cuteboy...

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Hrmmmm. Sometimes it's not so good to look behind you y'know? I've gotten to where I'm so busy I don't have time to look back. I LOVE that too. I get so mired in what i thought I should be that I forget who I really am and really I should be quite grateful. Just because many go on to do one thing doesn't mean I have to. and lord I love it when people act as if they failed if they somehow end up doing what i do. I love being creative, why is it such a kick in the pants when people ask me about what i do.... sorry i'm not living up to your expectations, but i like that i can choose what I work on. and that i'm not stuck working on it for 4 years either. -end rant-

i am sooooo looking forward to my trip to vegas with cuteboy (oh did mention i'm going to vegas with cuteboy?) I like trying new things with him....he doesn't make me feel all self concious when i look stupid.  I'm definitely liking the whole not looking back idea....(yes i returned to my original subject, shut up) but cuteboy is definitely a positive factor in why I've been able to keep going forward. It's amazing how people can affect you positiely or negatively by how they treat you. huge difference. I think that's why I just don't want to deal with those people anymore. they still make everything about them. and i'm supposed to do all the work. meh, not really missing them anyway...even if I never get the real truth, which i doubt either of these people are capable of telling it fully. I should just realize that everyone has an agenda good or bad. i like where i am at the moment. i really have no desire to return there. even if it means seeing my name in the credits...i can make my own credits thank you very much. i do think revamping this blog and my portfolio would be an awesome idea as this blog in the past has served a purpose of me venting about some really awful people who did nothing, yet claim to miss me, uhm not really buying that, and ew for the whole mentality of name dropping. although i suspect that some of the connection etween certain people deals with the similarity of actions in the past and wanting to be forgiven or not looked down upon for them. eh. i can only control me, and i just don't get it really. *sigh* moving forward :)

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