the awful truth....
*sigh* I had planned to put pictures up here of the Texas State Fair and the very amusing gingerbread party we had this last Saturday, but it's my blog and i can cry if i want to. Lord the pictures of me! I don't even recognize myself. ugh. I'm now even more depressed than before i thought uploading the things would cheer me up. *sigh* that's it. no more eating out period. from now on i'm making crap at home and the pralines i was considering making...nope. prolly better I saw the real me before all the other xmas festivities. (drags out jogging trampoline) so anyway, first emotionally conflicted and now dreadfully disgusted with physical self. i know i've been working a lot too and very stressed but really not thinking straight lately and far to emotional for me to deal with myself even. so I tend to just work more....ugh who does that? so now i think i'll be printing the lovely pic of me out and pasting on refrigerator to remind myself that this is not good and so not healthy....at least it will give me something to do other than work...:P