so what's next?
I'm finally over the ick coughing mess...at least 98% there anyway. I got the house somewhat mostly clean this last weekend and still have some catching up to do on the old freelance (mainly because of scope creep and can you do just one more thing please?) *sigh* gets me to thinking where i want to go next. I started re designing my website and the complex thing i thought i was gonna do isn't gonna be as i was talked out of it in that my portfolio and my blog really should be separate. but one thing for sure i need to update the portfolio as lots of it is not up there...and some needs to be taken down. I've been looking at different industries and not sure where i fit in anymore. it was so easy when i was little i thought i would be doing everything, but reality has killed that and the fact that i can admire and love something like animation but i don't have the desire to work on it. textures look and feel maybe and gaming looks like fun but they want you to SOOOOO be into games that you live it specifically their games....meh sorry, i don't really feel like selling you my soul today. so still pondering that. I do really like what i do here but i feel i'm working myself into obselecence or mundane (but that's what branding is...consistency) so just considering....waiting to be inspired.