vacation catch-up
. again people we're going with hope without griswold overkill here. I hope everyone had a good turkey day...i managed to get through without any major overeating...so that's always good.
. again people we're going with hope without griswold overkill here. I hope everyone had a good turkey day...i managed to get through without any major overeating...so that's always good.








updated the portfolio and did a huge amount of work this weekend...and the house looks like it too...*sigh* Really though I'm glad I'm finally getting stuff done that's been needing to be addressed for such a long time. hopefully, it will pay off soon. I was also able to get my mind off of worthless anxiety ridden stupidity as well and that's always a good thing.

Congrats to Jeri on her new yob at Packet Video in San Diego. She'll get to smell the star jasmine again at the general atomics building in La Jolla and hopefully will stay away from the cafeteria..*shudder*.
I haven't had time to write lately as I've been still working my butt off....still have a ways to go. I ended up going to a chiropractor tho for my hands...I thought I might have the beginnings of carpal tunnel but luckily after some neck adjustments it was only pinched nerves in my neck causing the arm thing. Not completely cured as of yet though still have a major kink in the back that needs sorting out. going back today for a massage...Yes this is the highlight of my week...shut up.
Sneak peek at the new project...for the kappa alpha theta sorority. Click on the pic to embiggen.
I did seen Harry Potter last week. I was a little lost at times as it's been awhile since i read the book, but it was very dark and Harry is a whiny disturbed like teenager...otherwise annoying. This was the least of my favorites in the series, but the effects were good... can't really bring myself to see transformers...uhm...i can see alot of guys my age flocking to see their old toys in action though and reliving the age of seven...*oh wait* isn't that pretty much how most of them live everyday? *snork* just kidding.
I can't wait to get the book on saturday tho...i'm hurrying through my current book so i can start reading it immediately. i'm such a dork.
I have a ton of work to do this weekend. It's funny how people all decide the next phase of their stuff at the same time. But as a reward for getting this stuff done on Saturday, I will be granting myself permission to go to the sneak preview of Ratatouille. Yes, even here we get some cool things. I already got my ticket and will be showing up with a book to read while I sit and wait as they want everyone to come an hour early. FUN. but at least it will be a nice break.
Here's the kid's t-shirt I designed. Actually its a derivative of what they currently had but I like to think I "emeri-ified" it by kicking it up a notch. I have another piece that I will work on getting into the portfolio but it will take a little while. I'm getting to do much more broader stuff which is pretty cool. There's alot I need to work out but I'm not thinking it's a good idea to do it here as frankly, this stuff is pretty watered down...not good for a blog really but this was never meant to really be entertainment but more of a journal of thoughts. hrmmm more later

yeah. I can pay people tomorrow...I HATE owing people. and I can pay my taxes for this year and keep the IRS from holding my schnauzers for ransom...too bad they aren't tax deductible...I don't even want to know how much i spend on greenies each year...not to mention chewies...they loves them chewies. so i can pay everyone and their dog with some actually left over...I only so far know about the larger part being paid....people still owe me...:) and I'd rather have it that way than the other way around. so i will be buying me some new clothes.
the anxiety thing is passing once again due to mother nature's curse and hopefully continuing to exercise will allow me to just deal with it better. at least i know what it is and can ride it out without too much damage to the life....explains why i needed to sleep for 12 hours last thursday. like you all wanted to know this....
I've recently updated my portfolio to include everything up to last week. I droppedsomeof the older stuff as I think my skills are getting much better and sharper. It definitely gve me back some of the confidence I was missing last week...sleep didn't hurt either. Got my sofa and chair cushions back finally...sooooo worth it. they look brand new and are extremely comfy. Jeri got a new job in San Diego and is free from the icky rich snots she was putting up with. go Jeri! whoo hoo! so i think things are looking up and I got a great idea to start designing for the library. I'm thinking I will be starting a work blog for my boss' and my benefit. to show process and updates on my work. soon i will have to get my taxes done...something i'm not looking forward to. but it must be done...
ok people, here it tis. I gots me a new yob. yep that's right. and it's not fry girl at Mickey D's either. I will be working for another department at the University...specifically, the Library System. or a small rogue group that stems from Computer Science Dept. I don't know how I keep getting wrapped up with those guys... I guess I'm just attracted to computer geeks. and no I won't go that road again. Anyhoo, it seems to have worked out for the better in that my supervisor also resigned to go to Chicago. that was a bit of a surprise. so for the next 2 weeks I should be able to just calm down, update my portfolio a bit, Oh I also got some new doors. ok not new but salvaged. Did I mention I <3 craigslist? I found 5 new interior doors with the hardware for 25 each. I'm so proud of myself when I find a good deal. I need to touch them up though...still a HUGE improvement over the existing 80's rejects that are there now. I'm also beginning to rearrange furniture in preparation for the carpet cleaning this weekend...ah my house will look so pretty. I'm really starting to enjoy living there now. and I'm proud of myself for setting a goal and reaching it no matter what anyone else says. My priorities are mine and not yours. simple. Just because you don't approve doesn't mean it's wrong. so nyah.
I'm getting an awesome new computer for work too which I'm excited about. as it's a new intel tower.whoohoo! Hopefully I'll be getting one for home this year at some point....
Bonus points if you get the reference. I can't believe I'm classifying this as fun work but yes...I have successfully installed Ruby and MySQL on my laptop. My WONDERFUL external 500gb hard drive arrived yesterday and I am taking full advantage of it. I have a learning Ruby book and will be going through it while the floor is being installed....the headaches have stopped from the invisalign...i guess my teeth have shifted for this round. new things may be happening this coming year i can't say much but i hope it will be a good thing as I'm really working on just trying to be happy and creative....while minimizing the ick that inevitably occurs in life. *sigh* cool thing is my house is looking cool and i know i;ll be getting an over the range microwave for christmas so i'll have more counterspace in the kitchen.

Ah my little girls. they've been so patient this week...until tonight. they've had to many guilt treats and are bouncing off the walls. *sigh* I'm very tired...so much that this entry will be rather short and boring but at least they're are cute dogs in it right?

Well I'm really making an effort to try to just be creative for creative sake and it's really working. I volunteered to create a website for an upcoming festival....( I hope to get more out of it) and I had fun making the initial comp this weekend. I hope it will inspire the festival committee as I know putting these things on is time consuming and usually the marketing gets lost which means people don't come making all of the effort a waste or disappointing. I hope to get more people interested in the fun if they have stuff to be proud of. here's a sneak peek but I have several changes to make this week in addition to the secondary page creation.

It's helped me keep my mind off of things that are beyond my control. I think that's why so much got done around my house last week. and also, why so much will get accomplished at work this week.
I can't wrap my head around some people and their need to act like they don't care. which in truth maybe they just don't. and I need to to just let it go. ahh work. wonderful rewarding work. and to you poopy people...
thppptthhhhhhh. mia will pee on you.
This weekend was pretty cool and the start of a nice weeklong vacation for Thanksgiving. My parents closing for their house got moved to wednesday so the girls and I are using this time to clean and straighten up our own home and possibly get out the christmas tree (it's been like 4 years since i put it up). Anyhoo I went to a local crafts fair with Alexi as she's been drafted to help find vendors for the jingle bell jubilee in downtown Bryan. I've been trying to find new ways to get involved with more civic things in hopes of finding new creative work. and then it all started with a schnauzer at the Bryan Birthday party in Haswell park Saturday afternoon. A lady was walking a gorgeous schnauzer and of course I had to pet him. it turns out this lady is on the hospitality committee for the new annual festival of wine and steak for texas where the 10 wineries of texas come together and basically show off their wine. As I spoke with her about she asked if I was interested in designing the award which is pretty cool. Hopefully being on this committee will help me get to know more people and forget about some other ones.

Yes people. I had some validation from outside industry people this past weekend...made me all warm and fuzzy inside and helped me forget the previous week. I also got some very nice info on branding and Search engine optimization. Yes boring life but it's cool to me. The dogs got to visit with their schanuzer cousins and maisy kicked my stepdad out of HER bed, but all in all it was a productive weekend. I got my lovely light fixtures ordered too I can't wait for them to be up and lit. should make the place even classier.

Oh yes...people. Yours truly will be receiving a Mac book Pro very very soon. I've never had a laptop before but I can't wait to find out. Why did I decide to get one? Well, the freelance thing is coming along pretty well and I paid off two (yes TWO) of my little debt things...(so I plunged right back on in as I wouldn't miss the money) BUT this is actually going to help me in future endeavors. I love my G5 but it ties me down and forces me to miss out on things that I wouldn't have had to if I had a laptop. I fear I'm turning into one of those people who can't log off, but not like there's a whole lot going on around here at the moment. Mia is recovering from surgery and Maisy just wants cheese.
Oh yes, my sister had her baby. Austin Blake...(insert last name here) I have no idea what it is. My sister and I are two very different people and don't get along. and she royally ticked me off on her baby shower and I will not be talking to her for awhile until I can just let it go.
Some people just won't or (I have a hard time believing it..) can't own up to the crap they cause. I'm reading an interesting book called the Dance of Connection. It's written by a therapist who talks about petients and different ways people do or most of the time don't connect mentally to each other. There's on case in there in particular that hit a huge nerve with me because the same thing essentially happened to me.
I've found a new web toy for my portfolio. clicky on the linkys in the upper right hand corner. I stayed up last figuring it out as it's dynamically driven, able to deflect bullets, and is possibly faster than a speeding train. I haven't compared yet. Please note the images in there are sucky as they got degraded as i was figuring this out, but I will remedy that tonight. Also new hotness designed resume. 
Balloon dogs rock. This is some of the serious design work I've been creating this weekend. oooo don't be jealous, balloon dog loves everyone. ;) I'll share the full stuff in my portfolio which I will be updating shortly.
ok...I've decided to at least try to start a business. now granted, I will still keep the full time bill paying job that i got, but I need complete control over something and this could be a nice learning lesson for me. ( i hope it's not that i should have my own business) I think I'd be pretty good at it, but there's always the fear of living in a card board box...
Living in a cardboard box is not just a one hit wonder from the eighties

*sigh* we'll see...I really should get a new scanner too.